I just started my own little Medium Journal called Chasing God. I am going to be chasing God all my life.
That’s because I want to make God my north star.
It will give me the right way to live my life. Even though I do not go to church on some Sundays because I am not feeling well, I continue to meditate on his word on a daily basis. This is the start of a new journal that I am putting not only on Medium, but also my VictorJohnOh.com blog and website.
Big Plans
Today, when I went into the loo, I took out my iPhone 15 Pro Max and started calculating some stuff. The numbers don’t even fit the screen. I have to put it into landscape mode to see the real numbers.
All this while, I have been telling people about my plans.
I will stop telling people of my plans from now on.
I keep it all to myself.
There are certain things that I will tell my therapist, mom and Bear. But I will not tell people what I am up to. It will show up on my Twitch channel at times. but I won’t be putting it on VOD so that people can see a replay. It will be happening real time. You either see it or you’ll just miss it.
Twitch Streaming
Talking about my Twitch streaming, I am going to be doing this to talk to strangers, or talk to the regulars that come in. That includes Homer, Nathan, Tim, Sun, and maybe Bear too. I will treat Twitch as a place for me to be online whenever I am doing work. I won’t be online when I am sleeping. That was my initial intention to get followers even when I am sleeping.
At the very beginning of the month, I was planning to make gaming as a core driver for profit. Twitch has always been a place that I want to do well on. But over the past few months in the year doing coworking streams, I have not been getting much views. I have gotten as low as 0.2 viewers average per stream.
That got me thinking…
I should be playing more games to make it here.
I then did some thinking about the people that are on Twitch. There is this girl that was on TV when they had a segment about Twitch where she was featured. She has an average viewer count of less than 20. There is also this guy that I know a few years back that has been playing a lot of games over the years on Twitch. He gets 3-4 views per stream.
That means… even if I were to play more games, it does not mean that I will get more views, subscribers and followers.
I was going to buy an Alienware laptop to play more games. I took out all the money from different sources to buy the gaming laptop. But today, I decided that I will not buy the laptop. If all else works well, I don’t have to wait long to buy myself the Alienware that I have been dreaming to get since 2021.
As of now, I will be working on stream as much as I can. I don’t dream of getting subs, followers or views. All I am doing is to put myself on a channel that will let the whole world see what I am up to. That’s the aim of the channel. To provide a place where anyone can come and have a sneak peek of what I am up to.
I am going to be playing any copyrighted song that I want to play. That’s because I am not going to be putting any of my streams on VOD any more. This means even if the sound is muted for some of my videos that is on my unpublished list, I don’t have to worry about it. I can listen to anything I like. At first, I had to play royalty free or non copyrighted music in order for my VODs to not be muted. This is not a concern for me any more.
Sleep
I am going to be working for 4 months on a one day sleep one day don’t sleep schedule. I did the math. I do have a lot more time awake with this kind of schedule. I will do this every 4 months to see where I am at. I will evaluate my heart condition, my energy, my mood, my mental health and see whether I should continue with another 4 months.
I have been on this schedule of not sleeping for a very long time and then sleeping for a long long period of time. This has been going on for a few years. I think when I sleep well, my sexual health is better. So, I cannot do this if I want to have babies.
That’s why it is important to sleep every day if I want to have kids running around the house.
Vic. Take note.
MultiVersus
I have a new game that I will be playing every time I get a chance to do so during breaks or whenever. I might just get work done while waiting to be admitted into the fighting arena. I think that’s how I am going to function on days that I don’t feel like working.
I have currently spent 22 hours on the game.
I got the Battle Pass for Season 1 for RM49. This Season 2, I also go the Premium Battle Pass. I might not have to pay for another Battle Pass every again if I continue grinding to the very last level of leve 70 as I can get 1000 extra Glemiums then. My current Glemium count is 400. A Battle Pass is 950 Gleamiums.
Fighting with Bear
Last night, Bear and I got into a fight again.
We have never fought much over the past few weeks.
When we fight, I say things which I regret.
I try to not say things that I do not want her to remember. There are certain things that are beyond limits. I am always aware of that every time we fight.
Final Thoughts
I think this is a good start of my Medium Journal for the first entry. There was a lot of stuff to write about this time. I hope I got this much every day.
See you soon.
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